So let me just be honest.
These past few weeks have been really hard, emotionally and mentally. Besides the "projects” and stuff that I’m doing, I’ve been really stressing about what I’m doing here in San Diego, and also not seeing the momentum that I want to see in my speaking and writing.
I’ve been kind of thinking through my decision to follow my dreams, and man…
I’m just starting and it’s hard. I think that I tell myself that if I see this happen, then I’ll be okay, or if I get this phone call then I’ll know for sure that I’m on the right path. But really, I know the truth, these “if only” things only last until I need the next one.
It’s just how it works. We never really have enough of what we think we need. Our eyes and our goals keep growing and we need of the “If only’s” to happen so that we can know that we’re on the right path.
The truth that I have to tell myself is this,
“I have to believe that I’m on the right path, I just have to believe it.
No matter what’s going on in my life or the lack of momentum that I feel, if I made a choice to pursue a goal, I have to remind myself that this is what I want.
Telling myself this is super important and I have to allow it to be sealed in my mind and in my heart. This means that no matter what happens, I have to believe it!
Don’t get me wrong, if there are all kinds of red flags and ridiculous obstacles in the way, I have to think about how I’m going about this goal.
However, if it’s just hard, then I have to remember that this is only one part of my journey, and even though it’s hard, I can still do it. If I believe that this is what I was made for, then I have to believe it, and tell myself that!
Not sure if you feel where I’m coming from, but if you are, and you’re in a place where I am/have been, then I want you to remember why you’re doing what you’re doing, why are you pursuing your goal.